People always leave...

In the words of the great philosopher Payton Sawyer from One Tree Hill "People always leave" and it is true people go, friends disappear and people come in and out leaving holes in your life. At times you don't realise the consequences but other times you feel like there is no-one around, like you are in a room full of people but you feel like you are the only one there.

Though, not all is bad. Those ones who do stick around are like gems in my eyes. I have this one friend, decided she wants to study German and French therefore has to spend this year abroad. Not going to lie, it sucks. I miss her so much, literally spent all our time together 1st to 2nd year but though she is not here, though she has left she still does so much for me and I am so grateful.

She's not the only like this.

Yes, people always leave, but that is life. We need to move on, we need to pursue dreams, desires. We need to listen to what God has planned for us and sometimes that is leaving people behind to do God's work.

I love friends and I have some of the most incredible friends that God has given to me to speak to me and to look out for me but I know I am going to have to leave people behind to do what God desires and I am going to have to work through this irrational fear of being alone because ultimately no-one can satisfy apart from God. No-one can fill my life and give me purpose apart from God and I want to be able to say; Yes, Jesus is enough! And I am excited to see who he puts into my life and who he pulls out. Ultimately He promises that no harm will come to any of His children.

I am ready for this God, lets do it.

Boom

C*